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Tuesday, March 22, 2011
you keep telling me
"open up your eyes to see more, learn more.
don't keep to your own, interact with others."
I know very well how I am like, so I don't need to 'double check'. I'm trying but sometimes its hard & its not me, so I don't like it. Yes you give me advice, but it hurts to hear it when I've heard it so so so many times. . . .
Actually, i lost interest in a lot of things since a long time ago. . .
i'm not interested to learn anything GET IT STRAIGHT
what i really want now is to live my dreams
what I want in life?
To be happy & be myself.
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6:58 AM
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Thursday, March 03, 2011
why am I always wrong?? Why is it I have all the flaws, I just can't accept it. You always lecture me, telling me friends are mirrors. I know its my fault. Yes, I'm indecisive, self centred, put on a pretence.If you can't accept me for who I am so be it. Today is the last and final time. Anyway I'll not be in SG after I graduate. Since being my friend is tough and tiring, I rather we not be friends.
life is meaningless.
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6:38 AM
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I'm sorry?
Thursday, January 27, 2011
can I take a long rest?? I've cried till I'm numb to the pain. will you come save me? who cares? I'm dead.
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4:39 AM
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losing track of reality
Saturday, December 11, 2010
emo-ing these few dayyysss, misssed GDA cos NO ONE TOLD ME! pissed ttm \:< actually more like depressed. I guess I'm the stupidest and slowest person on earth to not noe about GDA ... . .
SHINee's performance waa awesome! saw it on yt by the way, not live
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1:41 AM
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Monday, October 04, 2010
I found out today that I was alone when pre-booking JYJ concert tix. No one bothered to ask me if I had the tickets, its like your friends are not your frens anymore. Everyone fights for his/herself. I feel very terrible noww even when I got a catA tix :(
giving up on fandom soon or even KPOP
DYING INSIDE . . . .
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7:43 AM
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Tuesday, September 14, 2010
where's hope?? I don't see anything. Its no use. I've tried tried tried & yet nothing. NO one wants to hire me. Yes, i admit maybe i've been picky but still i'm not even called up even after sending the damn resume. :'( bro said this: "do you have frens?? Why always stuck at home??? " Yep, he's right i dun have many frens & they have a life unlike me.
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6:39 AM
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Thursday, September 09, 2010
oh finallyyyyy ~ ~ *phewww* finished revamping my blog... stare at com for like so longggg figuring how to make it look good 0_0 headacheeeee ahhh
and O M G i think my life is damned. got back grade 8 piano results & i failedddd :( haissss mum was very upset. next, i forgot all about the contest to win cat1/2 tix to KPOP NIGHT CONCERT!!!!!!! &*@&!*&@!*@!&@^&~%^!&*
kept harping on it but in the end?? i have no comments fml
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10:31 AM
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